A post for all the right reasons…or is it?

Up, up, down, down, B-A, B-A, Select, Start. That is the recipe for 100 lives on a computer game that I was addicted to way back when I was a kid. Unfortunately, I didn’t have enough hand-eye coordination to finish it despite my 100 lives. Why am I talking about this? Well, it breezed my mind while trying to make a start-up statement for this post. But let alone it is still fitting with the one that I would want to talk about. Before I forget, I’d have to put this in writing

Para kang thumb tacks na ang hirap tanggalin dahil matagal nang nakabaon at kinakalawang na

A seemingly ever-clingy memory made me think of creating that statement. I want to build new memories, I want o overwrite ended happiness, I want to erase a beautiful face from my mind. But every time I try, it always come to a halt and ended up failing to the point that missing the person and dreading the fact that it ended. I want to be angry but couldn’t do so because it overcame the wonderful things that have come and gone.

The event of leaving someone on the verge of making something special creates more pain and dread. My mind still wonders and asks questions of why, how and when. It has been too long to ask on when this should end. I know I should hang on and try to learn to overcome the past and get ready to embrace the present and face the future. I have to man up and get on with it. I know in my heart I will overcome this. I just need to hold on and keep to His word and pray for help, because I know for sure that I cannot take this anymore.

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